My advisors are stellar. They're supportive, friendly, understanding, and encouraging. At times, it's a bit unnerving for fear of disappointing them. This I believe is the root of my issues with closure - that I am never satisfied in my work, especially when they feel it is going to be impactful. Recently, they've left me to my own devices; perhaps they have been testing me to see if I can be ready to devise, execute, and present my work without their help. Either that, or they just don't give a shit. I doubt that that is the case.
One year as of last Monday, cancer free. Apparently it's a big deal. I don't think so. It wasn't a big deal before having it. It isn't a big deal not having it. It is a big deal being able to appreciate people and life. You shouldn't need the help of a disease for that though. I guess sometimes though, it helps.
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